happy entries. i cant wait for that day. if it will ever come. i dont think it ever will.
sooo more bad new comes to our home. looks like we are gonna lose our car. yup. we had know idea we owed a little more money on it. we thought we were done and all we needed to do was go over to the car dealership and just pick up our plates and all. well they informed us we owed like 350.00. and it needed to be paid within the next 2 days or they are gonna reposses it. well...we have not got that at all. and we have no where to go for it. if we lose the car..then i will never find work...and there will be no transporation for us to get anywhere. it was nice of them to tell us that and give us enough warning. we told them we would have the money when mark got paid again...but oh no. 2 days tops. so if we lose the car...im just gonna have to get a hold of my mother and tell her she is gonna have to fly me home. and as for mark. i dont know what will happen to him. he will have to sell the house in a market that isnt buying. and move in with his dad i guess. until he gets his condo sold..then move back to kentucky. it will kill mark and i both. i know my life will be over. and i wont have much point in going on. mark is the only thing i have left. and now in just a couple days....he will be gone too more than likely. all for just a stupid 350.00. silly i know. but thats whats gonna break us. forever.
maybe someday i will get to see mark again. who knows maybe its all for the better. for who i dont know.
ah well. nothing can be done. its all over. we would need a miracle now to save us.
well i will make a final entry tomorrow....say my goodbyes. and spend what time i have left with the man of my dreams.
who ever thought it would come down to just a little bit of money to rip us completely apart.
anyway...i wish all of you a good day. and i will catch u back here tomorrow. have a good night. and if u like...say a little prayer for mark and i. :)

mood: sad